god i am so tired and it’s not even 11pm yet.
So I started watching In The Flesh.
so i’m doing some online professionalism thingy and i get to the bit about a safe working environment and then there’s this picture.
why am i awake, probably because of sudden social anxiety yay.
gonna try lying in bed until my conscious mind surrenders.
you’re sick? is it bad? :s
it started off as just a cold, which was getting better before taking a turn for not great so my doctor thinks i might have gotten a bacterial infection on top of it (which wouldn’t surprise me, ugh). i’ve got some antibiotics though, so i should be better soon — just miserably tired in the meantime.
//coughs sadly and strongly considers the possibility of getting her glasses repaired sometime this weekend because the lens keeps popping out
AAAAH GODDAMN. okay. it’s over. i won’t know my score for like, a whole fucking month AND THAT IS GOING TO DRIVE ME UP THE WALL TBH, but i’m so glad it’s over and i feel kind of okay about it??? idk, it’s so unclear whether my relief is because i feel good about the answers i picked or if i’m just so glad that it’s over that at this point, i don’t care anymore. //hysterical wide eyed laughter.
ANYWAY, I’M BACK FOR A BIT. SHORT VACATION TIME OF LIKE, FIVE DAYS before school picks up again, lmfao. god
LESS THAN A DAY.
ugh i feel nauseous
ONE MORE DAY.
YOU KNOW WHEN YOU DO A PRACTICE TEST AND THEN YOU GO BACK TO LOOK AT THE ANSWERS AND YOU SEE THAT YOU CHANGED IT FROM THE RIGHT ANSWER TO ONE OF THE WRONG ONES??
YOU KNOW THAT FEELING??
I FUCKING HATE THAT. SO DAMN MUCH.
OKAY BACK TO ENDLESS ENDLESS ENDLESS PRACTICE QUESTIONS BYE.
ugh okay there are like, a handful of fandom messages from people in my box THAT I WANT TO ANSWER SO BAD but they require like, thought and time and I WILL DO THEM AFTER MY EXAM OKAY.
//screams a little as she runs in the distance
FOUR DAYS. FOUR DAYS.
LESS THAN THAT REALLY BECAUSE THE TEST STARTS AT 8AM. AHAHA fffffucking kill me
//sobs someone feed me
STILL ON HIATUS. AND I CRY AND I CRY.
so just as an FYI, i’m going on like 99% hiatus as of right now and for the next five weeks. i still have a queue going but i’m probably gonna just let it run out and die.
jsyk and no one flip out if i don’t respond to messages for like… days and days.